Hope. Joy.. Feelings cloaked as words.



Placebo -ed

If you are given a glass of plain coloured water to drink and be told that it is going to have certain side effects- dizziness, hallucination, and mere irritation subcutaneously, you might believe that it might be true. If the... Continue Reading →


Feedback Loop From Hell

Have you ever feel that you are worrying about worrying about what is going to happen? Have you ever feel that you are nervous about being nervous before going on stage? Have you ever feel that you are guilty about... Continue Reading →


Negative emotion is not an option. Do not be quickly provoked in your spirit, for anger resides in the lap of fools. Ecclesiastes 7:9 Do not make the choices of today the regrets of tomorrow.

Just A Mess. JAM!!!

Ranting about the problems of being stuck in a jam in Malaysia. My thoughts when I am stuck in jams for more than an hour.

Finding The Balance

An enigmatic nuanced problem imposed to me since I was thought how to write. Every time I write, I know what I write, but at the same time I let myself go with the flow. However, when I am doing... Continue Reading →

Please… Just… STOP!

Chester Bennington, then Jonghyun, then who? Us. Why suicide? It is because of us. Why there will be more? It is because of us once more. Just stop whatever the fuck you all are posting at social media, let the... Continue Reading →

Five Shots, One Message.

1980s, crime epidemic tipped in the New York City, where crimes were rampant, people lived in the law of the jungle in fear, the city was inhabitable.¬†Graffiti was the common-sight of the New-Yorkers at that point in time, petty crimes... Continue Reading →

Limiting Creativity?

"Write." "Write a story." "Write a horror story." "Write about a scary experience that you remember for life." "Write about a scary and embarrassing story that you have encountered with your friends." The five prompts above are the catalyst to... Continue Reading →

Writer’s Block

This is going to be a recurring problem, an unscrubbable tint of patina on my heart for writing. I have this catch-22 situation every month, but until the month that I was really into studying for my academics, I almost... Continue Reading →

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