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Life Stories


12 is the age for childhood to end and taking flight into the adolescent years, but not for this Makcik. Her hometown was in Kelantan, near the seas. She was a gung-ho for the seas and catching fishes, but everything... Continue Reading →


Facing Abject Submission

Life had not been pretty to me for quite a time, even in the mobile games. I have been playing this 5v5 mobile game- Wang Zhe, similar to League of Legends (LoL). Almost every match in 5 days of a... Continue Reading →


"Pertinacious." Kai uttered syllable by syllable and went to her class. Just one word to cap off everything that was on my mind when I had a small talk with her. She sent my thoughts flying into the endless spiral... Continue Reading →

Inner Battle

It's March, a quarter of the year has gone, and I have deteriorated from bad to worse, and from worse to worst in a matter of a month. I have been neglecting sleep, studies, and devoted my life into indulging... Continue Reading →

What Am I Doing?

Procrastination, Laziness, Taking everything for granted. I was still the same old me, Wanting to avoid As many problems As possible, Never wanting to face them, Man to man. I'd rather hide around, Go around, Circumvent... Wrong word, it should... Continue Reading →

Killing Time

Waking up early on Saturdays, went to work. Played some games during the free times, just to avoid picking up a book to read, or to even write something that was planned long ago. I just liked to waste my... Continue Reading →

Marching into The Valley of Change. (March Goals)

Being a complete failure last month, and even had a period where I became too lazy and stopped blogging for two weeks. It was a fucking disgrace. The change that I brought into my life had landed a negative impact... Continue Reading →

Terrible. Terrible.

Physics - A, Maths - B+, Chemistry - B+, General Studies - C+. CGPA- 3.25 which was under satisfactory. It was very, very low compared to my expectations. However, those expectations were based on my imaginations where the rule of... Continue Reading →

Being A Bore.

I was excited, more than that, going out with a girl for the second time, technically not, just for a calligraphy competition, nothing much. Morning 6.30 was our appointed time, I reached her home at 7, half an hour late... Continue Reading →

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